locked
Don't lock yourself into a pattern that may not exist. -Jason McGee Amen♡
to be where you are
Jesus, the dichotomy of it all. Literally this is an example. It's not the best example, but we're leaning in, so try to follow along. I'm living my dream life. And I've actually caught myself multiple times before thinking that. And when
accept
It's difficult to accept that my life is easy. How ridiculous. I've found myself agreeing to a life of striving. I don't like striving. I like putting in an effort. I like knowing that I'm getting better at something. I like accomplishing.
new wine
VERSE 1: In the crushing In the pressing You are making new wine In the soil I now surrender You are breaking new ground PRE-CHORUS: So I yield to You and to Your careful hand When I trust You I don’t need to understand -- "New Wine"
the joy in your heart
What is it about story telling? What is it about living? What is it about anything at all! I don't mean to sound dramatic, but that's all I seem to be able to muster up any time that I write. I don't ever want
dear diary,
happiest valentines day◡̈
sinking in
this lyric "i was tossed in the water, but i never went under" kept looping in my mind today. i woke up at 7am, had breakfast, and watched a message. i'll see if i end up doing a wrap-up of the week's messages and
resume
God is good! look, i was on a high yesterday. i felt so proud of myself for what i thought i had accomplished. and then today. it wasn't anything bad per-se. but i woke up again in the middle of the night. my dad woke me up at
new thing coming
breaking out of yesterday! i can't even try to lie to you right now, this week started out roughly. i mean, you saw it; you felt it. i'm not even really sure how to locate the root of it, but i have a sneaking suspicion that
just more questions
i don't want to be a bad person. i don't want to be a liar. and here's an excuse or me avoiding confronting myself and my behaviors, i guess. i met someone a few years back and at the time i had an unhealthy